Unless you and KY passed it to the same player or you tried giving it back to Irish, I don’t think you can blame anyone other than yourself for being cursed right now.
You can only destroy it during the night phase, therefore allowing you to hand a new tape out in the exact same phase they would have to be destroyed in.
I do draw a line at you having an ability to curse the same player multiple times with an item they're supposed to pass to a new player to remove the curse, and your objective not being something like kill everyone in game...
I don't think you have much of a choice at this point though, no matter what happens you're betting on something and having to take a risk today.
Even if it would be nothing more than whether or not your regeneration ability works.