I've been thinking recently. I do enjoy my job to a certain extent, i've got to a pretty good position for my age. It's almost unheard of in the logistics industry to be a depot manager at the age of 25, so i have a certain sense of pride. I also enjoy succsess, our office hit budget last year and we've had a fantastic start to this year...
The problem is, i constantly feel out of my depth. The responsibility and weight on my shoulders is mentally crippling. I am constantly worried about Profit/Loss. It keeps me awake at night with the constant worry and apprehension of what may go wrong... or what bullshit i might have to spout when i get asked why it has gone wrong.
I know i'm good at what i do, but the stress levels don't feel worth it a lot of the time... Most people will just say "Do something else if you don't like it" but i have a mortage and dont have any parental backup whatsoever, i'm literally on my own. This means that a stable wage is vital... otherwise i get all kinds of different financial anxieties/worries, which equal the job worry. Catch 22...
So, is there anyone else in a position similar to this?